I'm In My Now...

I’m in my Now and my night is on track. Ty is asleep in his bed; Dolly and Zach are both in mine watching a movie, although Zach will be going back to his bed shortly. Zach is only in here because it was Ty’s night to pick what they watch on TV and Zach didn’t like Ty’s choice. Since Ty is now sleeping, Zach will be returning to his room as soon as I’m finished here. I’m going to write this blog, check in on Facebook one more time, then turn in for the night.

I’m in my Now and my day went just as it was supposed to go. I got the kids ready for school this morning, got myself showered, then spent my morning looking for work and watching “Supernatural” reruns. I also wrapped Dolly’s gifts – today is her fifth birthday and I had everything hidden until I could get them wrapped and ready for her. I went out at noon to pick up her cake, get her from school, then return to the supermarket with her so we could get whatever she wanted for her birthday dinner. She chose hot dogs, mac and cheese, and kielbasa with sauerkraut. Typical child birthday dinner.

I’m in my Now and my week is going just as planned according to the Universe. A friend I haven’t spoken to in a while has been trying to call me but we’re playing phone tag. We’ve emailed and sent private messages over Facebook but haven’t spoken verbally. It’s my belief that we’re supposed to talk but the Universe doesn’t want us talking just yet. Same thing happened to me when I met my spiritual mentor, Michelle Moe, a few years ago.

I met her at CAPA when she was giving a “Law of Attraction” lesson to us parents. For some reason she zoned in on me and gave me her card as she left, requesting that I call her. I never did because I didn’t know her or why she’d want to speak to me. Well, she returned to CAPA the next week to finish the lesson and smilingly chastised me because I hadn’t called her. From that moment on we’ve been great friends and she’s the one I turn to when I need a spiritual uplifting or a verbal ass kicking. I don’t know why I’m supposed to talk to this other friend, but I do know he and I are supposed to connect for some reason. I guess I’ll find out what that is when the Universe allows it to happen.

I also spoke with my friend Joe yesterday just to catch up since we hadn’t spoken in a few days. We speak all the time but there are occasions when we go for days without speaking. It happens to us all, and I know there’s a reason behind it. It does remind me that I need to call Ellen, too, and that will also be done. As well, the rest of my week is falling into place as it’s designed to. I’m running my errands, getting things done, and waiting for the next big surprise from the Universe to come my way.

I’m in my Now and my life is going just as planned. There is a fabulous work-at-home job opportunity coming my way. I know it is. I’m just waiting on the phone call or email to arrive that will spell out all the details and I’ll be on my way to great things. There is also a wonderful home out there waiting for my kids and me to get there and move into it. I’m waiting for those details to arrive, too; and I know they will because I’m in my Now and that’s what supposed to happen.

I’m in my Now and the World is as it’s supposed to be for me. My positive energy is swirling faster than I can imagine and I’m not resisting. I’m letting go of the oars and floating downstream because I’ve asked and it will be given. Everything always works out for me and I am letting myself gravitate toward that which I’ve become because I’m doing what feels better. I’m just staying in the moment and letting my energy do what it needs to do. I’m in my Now and all is serene because it is what it is. I can accept that and I'm happy.

Until next time…peace to all.