Time to Make a Move

Alright, it’s quarter to eleven and I’m just starting my post for tonight. Not because I’m slacking, that would never happen; but because I’m doing research to find a way to get out of here and over to Maryland in the next couple of months. I’ve got some ideas and will be spending much of tomorrow on the phone trying to find housing anywhere I can out there. I can’t be here any more and I don’t want my kids here any more. It’s not fair to any of us so I’m going to do what I can to get us back to the East Coast. Ellen and I even decided that, if need be, we’ll stay with her for a short while so I can secure housing. It’ll be really cramped and I don’t really want to do that (losing a friendship over this move is not in the plans either of us have) but we’ve got to do what we’ve got to do. We’ll find a way to make it work.

We’re both just really tired of waiting for the Universe to provide for us and figure that we’ll make happen what we want and need whether the Universe agrees or not. Ellen and I have got plans for our lives that we need to get started. Neither of us got a degree in Paralegal Studies to have them hanging on the wall looking pretty. We want to start generating incomes and giving back to those who have helped us over our lives. We want to be able to help women like us, women who are trying to raise kids and make it on their own. We can’t help them if we can’t even help ourselves; and we can’t help ourselves if we’re 1500 miles apart. So, we’re going to force this move on the Universe and hope it decides to join in and help us. If not, we’ll still do what needs to be done. We have no choice at this point; we’ve got to move forward.

This isn’t exactly what I wanted to write about tonight; I was going to fill everyone in on what happened yesterday to aid in my crankiness, like I mentioned at the end of last night’s post. That’s not going to happen tonight, though; it’ll just have to wait until tomorrow. Tonight’s post is just going to be this quick little update along with a request for everyone to send positive vibes, thoughts, prayers, whatever it is that you do, to me so I can get the resources I’ll need (housing, money, someone to move my stuff) to get us out of here before school starts again in the Fall. Whatever positive energy you can send, I’ll accept. Every little bit helps and I’ll be eternally grateful. I’m signing off for now, though, because I’m tired and still have a lot of research ahead of me tomorrow. I’m going to make this move work.

Until next time…peace to all.